tired

I'm really tired of being the one thats left behind to take care of the kids. i love my kids very much dont get me wrong, but im ready for a change to take place. im tired of being home by myself, im tired of the high light of my day taking kids to walmart for groceries!! its really pretty pathetic. and im tired of waiting around for the text or phn call thats never goin to come. so im goin to start looking for things to do so im not sitting on my butt all day and go into a deression..